.Saturday, October 6, 2007 ' 1:55 AM Y
Everything in my world started to quiet down. I am getting more and more dishearted by you. Why are u kept throwing millions and millions of needles into my heart and have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal a bit, and you just pull the scar off of it over and over again? Why are u saying things that u are not able to do it. You know how disppointing to give empty promises , its like someone give u a hope and yet they take back the hope again.
Didnt you realise that we only remember things that is unpleasant and actually forget things that is plesant one. I am feeling more and more insecure everyday . Today , i hear the song that we first heard , the feeling of listening this song is different from the past that i heard , though it was the same song. I 've been putting in alot of effort in and in the end the only thing i get is the wounds u give me. Hey ... its tiring.
I am lost , i am disappointed , tearless and injured.....serious injuries in my heart. Sometimes I wish I were a little kid cos skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts....
