It's getting more and more tiring each and everyday. Shift work is not as easy as what i've thought. I'm getting very demoralise, everyday go to work... work alone in counter , eat alone at canteen go to work alone , go home alone . I got no good click there neither do i have good colleague to talk to except my mentor but i am different team with her so i hardly see her. i don't click with them because they speak those language i dont understand , how can i get involve with their conversation ? And i dont understand their culture.



No friends , tiring shift work timing and the off days is always unable to meet up with anyone . The day before my off i have to work till 10pm reach home 12 am , the day after my off i have to wake up at as early as 3 plus AM for work. How can i feel my off day and i don't fucking rest well.I dont mind waking up early but can rest on weekend or public holidays at least there's motivation there for me to pull through the working days but NO, no no.. nothing. Everytime meet up with family ... i always go back early with those unbearable feeling. i always have to go back early because of the next day work.. how can i meet them after my work the day before my off day ?? i off work at bloody 10pm.



Nothing make mi happy in there.. nothing motivate me. It's been so long that i ever laugh out of my heart. So long never feel happy unless i'm drunk.People might think that i am thinking too negative.. u will never know how bad it is unless u come and try(many just dont understand and i dont see a point explaining too, i chose to keep everything down , so dont ask me a single question ).The only reason that keep me was only the good salary. Tat's all



well , guess i have vend some feeling out through this blog but still i dont feel any. better. Nowadays i am way too tired to talk.


But i appreciate those who have concern about mi, thanks.
Anyway just let mi be bah.. i really dont feel like talking because by telling out will recall those unpleasant thing.So i chose not to.

Ariel
15 May 1988
Republic Poly
STA ( technology arts management )

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