.Tuesday, March 11, 2008 ' 1:56 AM Y
To someone :
I feel that there's distance betwwen us . We no longer that very close anymore , alot of things i dun seem to face it with true colors because i feel that we are having gaps , sad to say ...a far gaps now.... and this gap is getting further and further. You seem to be busy with other things or maybe, many things . You no longer the one who to sit down and chit chat to me , even though now u came back and chit chat with me , the feeling is totally different . I have to apologise that i might not willing to chit chat long with u anymore.
Sorry to say , i think you are neglecting me and also everyone.... I need to be understanding and stand that your shoes that why i didnt say a single word ( even though i hate that ). I am always alone at house and you are always busy entertaining other people. Seriously , i am sad but what to do ? need to be understanding again. hai... (If one day you be back the same people , it might be too late cos my feeling towards you , our relationship have ALREADY change) .How come i feel so lonely in this family ? Can i turn back time to 5 years ago .... if really could i would have cherish alot of things.
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts
A recall of myself :
Once i have neglect my family , i always find excuses to avoid being with my parents and relatives. After long period of time when i realise i have neglected them too much , i look back and see they are so much further away from me. Everyone seem so strange to me. I am so depress.
I realise that , the most comfortable time is the time when i with them . They are those who i can lean on and also be very of myself to them. I appreciate and glad that all my realtives are so happening and nice :D I cherish them.
Sad to say that , someone didnt really know how xin fu to have good family love.
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